War Is All I Know

My journey has been cold, lonely and without peace.
Guns being fired, bombs imploding.
Too use to it by now to even notice.
Flashing lights, clips hitting the ground as the sound of machine guns blare.
I use to cover my ears, avoid the sound of the pain
the Screaming...
the people Dying....

The smell of Death all around me                        

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bodies everywhere
Pain,
blood
To much to take sometimes

But yet I keep going...
And don't know why.

When your forced to face the world alone
It makes it just as hard.
Alone, is the most hurtful word on the planet right now
And to live it, is undesirable 

Wait! Here it comes.. Duck!
I fall in to a trench, protecting myself from the bomb of hatred
but then its all over, and I lift up my head to see
The after math is horrible, disgraceful.
Friends torn apart,
Families separated when each other is all they have.
People Saddened because of a simple word

I can barely breathe
the smoke of the bomb is so thick and Heavy.
But I keep walking, coughing chocking from others pain.

Running in to someone on my path,
giving them the little strength I have
I feel the need to share my life, my hope
but the more I give it, the less I have
the harder it is to go on
and the person in need, will go away happy
just to shot someone in the face all over again

Not sure why I fight my own battle,
when the worlds at war against me.
Being the only one in the army,
there is not point in fighting.

I still walk, trip over others mistakes,
get involved in others 'battles'
When I can't even help myself.

but without me,
all those people I have helped though
would be lost, wondering like as I

I start to think..
Maybe I'm worth something.
But, I then ask myself
Is was I'm doing worth it?

I'm starting to think...Its not.

Comments

[lukeman]

[this is good] love it

[lukeman]

Running in to someone on my path,
giving them the little strength I have
I feel the need to share my life, my hope
but the more I give it, the less I have
the harder it is to go on
and the person in need, will go away happy

i love this part i can relate to iti always seem to have friends pop into my life over the years and give them strength and put my pesonality out on the line for them to like me or not and not end up bein betrayed like i usually have been in my life.  You're writings really make me think deep i guess thats a good thing :)

[Cindy]

Thanks Luke. I try to put my thoughts in to poems. Glad you like them. Kinda funny how we can relate to each other so much

[Bertrand Chisholm]

[this is good] Here there's nothing to be done.

[Cindy]

wait what? What do you mean by that? lol XD